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A Fistful of Garnets: A Glossary of Gems I Never Wanted by Melissa Weaver

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Paper
979-8-89990-715-9
2026
This title will be released on October 16, 2026
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In her debut collection, Welcome Stranger: Poems of Making and Keeping Our Children (Finishing Line Press, 2021), Melissa Weaver shared about the wonder-filled and apocalyptic nature of pregnancy, childbirth and early-years parenting, including experiences with post-partum mood disorders.  In 2022, her “babies” were in school, and her family was emerging from the pandemic haze, when suddenly, after a busy summer and a child’s illness, she found herself unable to sleep. Bad nights turned into bad months, and a few weeks of insomnia turned into a full-blown season of acute anxiety and deep despair. She was immersed anew in mental-health vocabulary. A Fistful of Garnets is a glossary of 32 of the words/concepts Weaver encountered during the most painful season of her life. It is a record of her own lived experience and an attempt at reconciliation with what she gained, like it or not. It also seeks to offer a way for those who live with (and/or who love someone with) mental health challenges to recognize some of what happens in minds, hearts, bodies, and spirits during distress. In gemology, garnets are said to evoke the pomegranate seeds Persephone ate in the Underworld. Over time, the stones that looked like what bound Beauty to Hades somehow also became symbols of protection and the safe return of loved ones from dangerous journeys. These clusters of syllables are a testament to that unlikely transformation.

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Melissa Weaver’s work has appeared in The Christian Century, Ekstasis Magazine, Bravery Magazine, Mothers Always Write, Anabaptist Witness, The Harrisonburg Citizen (editorials) and The Soil and the Seed Project (illustration).  Her first chapbook, Welcome, Stranger: Poems of Making and Keeping Our Children (Finishing Line Press, 2021) explored the radical hospitality that is parenting. She lives in the Shenandoah Valley of Virginia with her family, where she coordinates intergenerational faith formation for a small church and volunteers to cultivate networks of care at schools and with her neighbors. She is passionate about approaching mental health challenges with curiosity and compassion.  You can follow her work on Instagram @melissaweaverpoet.

 

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“Melissa Weaver‘s A Fistful of Garnets is filled with sumptuous imagery that leaves readers yearning for more, filling out experiences we are sure we missed but were somehow saved for us. We are invited to feel with all our senses and vicariously live a life of observation and reflection. Sometimes dark, always visceral, the poetry’s beauty is born of pain but is nevertheless airy, dreamlike, imaginative, and vivacious, despite, or perhaps because of, the work’s insistent maturity and borne experience. The book is a true gem.”

–Dr. Molly O’Donnell, professor of English and Women’s, Gender & Sexuality Studies at James Madison University. Co-editor of the anthology, The Microgenre: A Quick Look at Small Culture (Bloomsbury, 2020)

 

“Melissa Weaver‘s A Fistful of Garnets: A Glossary of Gems I Never Wanted is a work filled with tenderness and vulnerability. Her poems weave the deep and unavoidable pain of trauma with the joy and beauty of living within and through it. As a reader, I trusted her hand holding mine in this journey through the complicated experiences of immigration, motherhood, and intergenerational histories of surrender and witnessing. Weaver’s work shows darkness, and it paints beautifully what that darkness was for her, echoing what darkness feels for us. But, her poems are also filled with light, with memories, with trees and flowers and love. This chapbook is a collection that highlights the crack in brokenness through which light shines: how it is necessary, and how, sometimes, it can also be beautiful.”  
–Dr. Majo Delgadillo, poet, writer, translator, professor and digital media artist; author of Lullabies for the End of the World (Bakstenen Huis, 2021) and its Spanish translation Canciones de Cuna para el Fin del Mundo (Editorial Paraíso Perdido, 2022).

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